I just wanted to stop by this spot to thank GOD for blessing me to have found a few of my closest friends and to have been found by a few. Talk about a blast from the past. It's all worth it when you reconnect with the people you use to love and hang with as youngins. Now that we're all adults and have moved on in our lives, to be found again is such a blessing. Now I can introduce them to the people I love most in the world, my family and allow them to be blessed by what they can bring to their lives.
GOD IS GOOD, ALL THE TIME!
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Make a difference !!
I always thought being a missionary meant that you had to devote 2 years of your life in some remote location in the middle of a third world country with no running water etc etc, well you get the picture. If you’re like me the thought of no hairdryer or razor for at least 2 weeks is not that enthralling so imagine going 2 years!
I recently listened to an amazing man and friend share his passion for missionary work. Turns out you can go to the third world countries if that is what you are being called to do but you don’t have to go for 2 years . You can spend a week in that third world country helping to build schools and helping people start their own business.
Also turns out that you can be a missionary in your own back yard and that got me to thinking, how can I make a difference ? The little old lady that can’t mow her yard, the sick that can’t get out to buy groceries to the homeless person that might not get to eat today. What can I do? We sometimes get so wrapped up in our own little world that we fail to realize that there are people in the world, sometime our own neighbours who struggle.
So I ask you. Can you be a missionary? Can you make a difference? I know I can !!
I recently listened to an amazing man and friend share his passion for missionary work. Turns out you can go to the third world countries if that is what you are being called to do but you don’t have to go for 2 years . You can spend a week in that third world country helping to build schools and helping people start their own business.
Also turns out that you can be a missionary in your own back yard and that got me to thinking, how can I make a difference ? The little old lady that can’t mow her yard, the sick that can’t get out to buy groceries to the homeless person that might not get to eat today. What can I do? We sometimes get so wrapped up in our own little world that we fail to realize that there are people in the world, sometime our own neighbours who struggle.
So I ask you. Can you be a missionary? Can you make a difference? I know I can !!
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Changes
Ok so its been a little while since I wrote on here. I told myself I would write more and then guess what? Too busy, life gets in the way, excuses excuses! So here goes.
Life teaches you lessons. Sometimes they are lessons you don't want to learn. Like don't plan so much . It doesn't matter what you plan or what you think you need to plan. It's not really our plan anyway is it. Sometimes those lessons are hard to learn especially when the lesson you are being taught is one you should have learned already.
So tomorrow I am going to plan for dinner and plan what to wear but the big stuff I am leaving up to HIM. Instead of planning I will just BE.
Life teaches you lessons. Sometimes they are lessons you don't want to learn. Like don't plan so much . It doesn't matter what you plan or what you think you need to plan. It's not really our plan anyway is it. Sometimes those lessons are hard to learn especially when the lesson you are being taught is one you should have learned already.
So tomorrow I am going to plan for dinner and plan what to wear but the big stuff I am leaving up to HIM. Instead of planning I will just BE.
Saturday, June 28, 2008
The Mayonnaise Jar & 2 cups of coffee
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee.
A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.
The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.
The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes."
The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.
"Now," said the professor as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things–God, your family, your children, your health, your friends and your favorite passions–and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full. The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car. The sand is everything else–the small stuff."
"If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never have room for the things that are important to you. "Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your spouse out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first–the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand."
One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend
A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.
The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.
The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes."
The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.
"Now," said the professor as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things–God, your family, your children, your health, your friends and your favorite passions–and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full. The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car. The sand is everything else–the small stuff."
"If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never have room for the things that are important to you. "Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your spouse out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first–the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand."
One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Creating Memories
So the other day was Memorial Day and aside from the fact that for obvious reasons this was a very special day, I was going to accomplish some things.
I had decided that I was going to use the day to catch up on the many chores that I have been putting off around the house. Mowing the lawn ( I wonder what it would cost to get astro turf installed so I never have to mow again !!) cleaning the house, laundry etc. I was actually looking forward to getting these things done, because I seem to have fallen behind.
Anyway so here I am sitting there Monday morning staring out of the window and hoping if I stare long enough that perhaps the grass will shrink and I won’t have to mow it after all. Hmm didn’t work !!
Then the phone rings and it is my youngest nephew who has decided, after his brother has gone to spend the day with a friend and his Mum who quite obviously was going to be boring that day that he would like to come live with me. ( hmm I think I will let him move in if he will mow!! ) It only took him a few minutes to sweet talk me into coming and spending the day with him. So I left the chores and spent the day by the pool with my family and some very dear friends.
So what’s my point ? – well Memorial Day to me is not only about remembering those brave men and women that sacrificed but it’s also about creating memories , it’s about taking time to spend with loved ones because these are the moments that make up our life and our memorials.
I had decided that I was going to use the day to catch up on the many chores that I have been putting off around the house. Mowing the lawn ( I wonder what it would cost to get astro turf installed so I never have to mow again !!) cleaning the house, laundry etc. I was actually looking forward to getting these things done, because I seem to have fallen behind.
Anyway so here I am sitting there Monday morning staring out of the window and hoping if I stare long enough that perhaps the grass will shrink and I won’t have to mow it after all. Hmm didn’t work !!
Then the phone rings and it is my youngest nephew who has decided, after his brother has gone to spend the day with a friend and his Mum who quite obviously was going to be boring that day that he would like to come live with me. ( hmm I think I will let him move in if he will mow!! ) It only took him a few minutes to sweet talk me into coming and spending the day with him. So I left the chores and spent the day by the pool with my family and some very dear friends.
So what’s my point ? – well Memorial Day to me is not only about remembering those brave men and women that sacrificed but it’s also about creating memories , it’s about taking time to spend with loved ones because these are the moments that make up our life and our memorials.
Jax
P.S. I actually mowed really quickly before leaving. Now that just leaves the edging, trimming whew !
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Live, Love, Laugh
I’ve been doing a lot of thinking lately. For those of you who know me, you know that’s not all that out of the ordinary. I do a lot of thinking, perhaps too much sometimes.But I have been thinking of these three simple words, Live, Love, Laugh and what they mean to me.
Live – Always try to remember that how you live your life affects others. Your choices affect your family, your co-workers, the people that you pass on the street. GOD has already predetermined the path that you are on but we get to decide how we travel that path. Do you travel the path as quickly as you can trying to get to the end or do you stroll along taking time to stop and smell the flowers?
Love – it comes in all forms, from the enduring love of a Mother to the unconditional love of a child. The affectionate love for a friend to I love my new shoes ! Websters defines the word in many ways, strong affection for another arising out of kinship or personal ties, the object of attachment, devotion, or admiration. I am not sure which one I “LOVE” best? So I decided I am not going to choose one but all of them. I think the world needs more love and if we all choose to love then the world could become a better place. How can we expect others to love us unless we first choose to love them?
Laugh – They say that laughter is the best medicine. I think not only is it medicine but it needs to be a requirement for living. Maybe we should prescribe it, take at least 3 times a day or as needed. I think it starts with learning how to laugh at yourself and then laughing with others. Maybe if we all laughed a little more the world might be a better place.
So tomorrow when I wake I am going to tell myself “Today I will Live, Love & Laugh “
Live – Always try to remember that how you live your life affects others. Your choices affect your family, your co-workers, the people that you pass on the street. GOD has already predetermined the path that you are on but we get to decide how we travel that path. Do you travel the path as quickly as you can trying to get to the end or do you stroll along taking time to stop and smell the flowers?
Love – it comes in all forms, from the enduring love of a Mother to the unconditional love of a child. The affectionate love for a friend to I love my new shoes ! Websters defines the word in many ways, strong affection for another arising out of kinship or personal ties, the object of attachment, devotion, or admiration. I am not sure which one I “LOVE” best? So I decided I am not going to choose one but all of them. I think the world needs more love and if we all choose to love then the world could become a better place. How can we expect others to love us unless we first choose to love them?
Laugh – They say that laughter is the best medicine. I think not only is it medicine but it needs to be a requirement for living. Maybe we should prescribe it, take at least 3 times a day or as needed. I think it starts with learning how to laugh at yourself and then laughing with others. Maybe if we all laughed a little more the world might be a better place.
So tomorrow when I wake I am going to tell myself “Today I will Live, Love & Laugh “
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
"A Message from Tyler Perry - Pray!"
" Hey Everybody,
Thank you all for the encouragement and letting me know what really
matters. Reading your words really helps me to keep focus, so thanks. I
needed it.
I was running my three miles this morning and was trying to clear my head,
that's usually the time when I get to be quiet and still and commune with
God and just say thank you. I'm out here in the desert. I come here to
rejuvenate and write. Well anyway, this morning I was thinking about how
God answers prayers and I wanted to share this with you.
When I was about 6 or 7 years old I used to watch TV, and as I would watch
I thought that the people on TV actually lived inside the TV set (We had
the big floor model, all my 30 and over people remember that one). I
would try to reach in and get them but I never could. So, I remember
praying to God and asking him to send me some little people to take care
of. I know that this sounds like an impossible prayer to answer but He
did, in a way. My neighbor across the street was moving away and she and
her husband couldn't take their pet parakeets with them. So, she asked me
if I would take them. I was so happy. God had answered my prayers. I had
little people to take care of. And they even talked! That was a good day
in my young life.
It's funny how a child's mind works. But that experience taught me about
prayer. From that time on I would always pray. NO matter how crazy or
wild I got I would always pray. The first 28 years of my life were filled
with anger, bitterness and confusion. I was a boy trying to become a man
and also a fool trying to get some sense (In your 20's you think you know
it all--but even then I would still pray). I prayed in the bad times and
in the good.
I know that you're wondering where I'm going with this but what I wanted
to say to you today is this. Simply pray. Just pray and believe. I know
that many of us are going through things right now with this
administration of ours, with the country being at war for so long, with
the job market being what it is, and people losing their homes everyday.
Gas is high as hell, while oil companies make record profits. Children are
running wild. Grandparents are raising yet another generation and single
mothers are trying to do it all alone. With all of that, I still say,
"Pray!" In my darkest days, in my most frustrated times, times when I
didn't want to live another day, times when I thought that God had left me
in darkness, there was always something in me that would make me pray.
Sometimes my prayer was short, all I could get out was GOD HELP ME, or
JESUS PLEASE. Sometimes I cried out for hours.
Looking back on my life now, I see that every one of those prayers was
heard and answered. Maybe not in the way that I wanted them to be, but he
did answer. My prayer most days now is, "God, let Your will be done.
Amen."
Life gets better. Trust me, I know. If there is nobody around you that
you see it getting better for, then look at me, look at my life. God did
it, and I'm no different from any other person on this earth. I'm not
perfect. I make mistakes often. I have to repent often, I fall short, but
what I know more than anything is that God is a loving, forgiving God and
I'm so glad that He doesn't give us what we deserve. If He did, I
wouldn't be here. But He gives us what He desires for our lives. Hold on,
life gets better. I don't know who this is for today but I hope whoever
it's for that it gives you a little strength to hold on a little longer.
Pray for me, as I am praying for you.
God bless,
Tyler P."
Thank you all for the encouragement and letting me know what really
matters. Reading your words really helps me to keep focus, so thanks. I
needed it.
I was running my three miles this morning and was trying to clear my head,
that's usually the time when I get to be quiet and still and commune with
God and just say thank you. I'm out here in the desert. I come here to
rejuvenate and write. Well anyway, this morning I was thinking about how
God answers prayers and I wanted to share this with you.
When I was about 6 or 7 years old I used to watch TV, and as I would watch
I thought that the people on TV actually lived inside the TV set (We had
the big floor model, all my 30 and over people remember that one). I
would try to reach in and get them but I never could. So, I remember
praying to God and asking him to send me some little people to take care
of. I know that this sounds like an impossible prayer to answer but He
did, in a way. My neighbor across the street was moving away and she and
her husband couldn't take their pet parakeets with them. So, she asked me
if I would take them. I was so happy. God had answered my prayers. I had
little people to take care of. And they even talked! That was a good day
in my young life.
It's funny how a child's mind works. But that experience taught me about
prayer. From that time on I would always pray. NO matter how crazy or
wild I got I would always pray. The first 28 years of my life were filled
with anger, bitterness and confusion. I was a boy trying to become a man
and also a fool trying to get some sense (In your 20's you think you know
it all--but even then I would still pray). I prayed in the bad times and
in the good.
I know that you're wondering where I'm going with this but what I wanted
to say to you today is this. Simply pray. Just pray and believe. I know
that many of us are going through things right now with this
administration of ours, with the country being at war for so long, with
the job market being what it is, and people losing their homes everyday.
Gas is high as hell, while oil companies make record profits. Children are
running wild. Grandparents are raising yet another generation and single
mothers are trying to do it all alone. With all of that, I still say,
"Pray!" In my darkest days, in my most frustrated times, times when I
didn't want to live another day, times when I thought that God had left me
in darkness, there was always something in me that would make me pray.
Sometimes my prayer was short, all I could get out was GOD HELP ME, or
JESUS PLEASE. Sometimes I cried out for hours.
Looking back on my life now, I see that every one of those prayers was
heard and answered. Maybe not in the way that I wanted them to be, but he
did answer. My prayer most days now is, "God, let Your will be done.
Amen."
Life gets better. Trust me, I know. If there is nobody around you that
you see it getting better for, then look at me, look at my life. God did
it, and I'm no different from any other person on this earth. I'm not
perfect. I make mistakes often. I have to repent often, I fall short, but
what I know more than anything is that God is a loving, forgiving God and
I'm so glad that He doesn't give us what we deserve. If He did, I
wouldn't be here. But He gives us what He desires for our lives. Hold on,
life gets better. I don't know who this is for today but I hope whoever
it's for that it gives you a little strength to hold on a little longer.
Pray for me, as I am praying for you.
God bless,
Tyler P."
Monday, April 7, 2008
What's your Identity?
I recently had my wallet stolen along with all the important stuff that I keep wrapped up in that small piece of leather, ID’s , credit cards etc etc. As anyone who has ever found themselves in this situation knows it is a major pain. So one Saturday morning I found myself on the phone cancelling accounts , creating new ones etc etc.
That got me thinking about some things. That wallet and everything in it are really not my identity. Those little pieces of plastic help make my life easier but certainly don’t define me. My identity is so much more than that. I am not defined by pieces of plastic wrapped up in a pretty little case, neither am I defined by the items that I have. What defines me is the person that I am and the relationships that I have with others.
My identity is the person that GOD has called me to be.
Jax
PS - Whomever you are that took my purse , I forgive you.
That got me thinking about some things. That wallet and everything in it are really not my identity. Those little pieces of plastic help make my life easier but certainly don’t define me. My identity is so much more than that. I am not defined by pieces of plastic wrapped up in a pretty little case, neither am I defined by the items that I have. What defines me is the person that I am and the relationships that I have with others.
My identity is the person that GOD has called me to be.
Jax
PS - Whomever you are that took my purse , I forgive you.
Monday, March 3, 2008
Friday, February 29, 2008
There's No Excuse!!!
If you've seen the visions of your life and the lives of your family changing for the better. As you leap out on faith and start your business you have to know you have absolutely nothing to loss if you maintain your focus! If you've wanted to make that transition and are setting there procrastinating on all the should of, would of, and could of's then you will loose out. Loose out on what you ask...YOUR DREAMS! So don't let them pass you by and wake up one morning and ask yourself, "what in the hell happened to you?"
I WON'T!!! GOD IS POWER!!!
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Thank you kindly for my very warm welcome. In the coming months I hope to have something to say that might brighten at least one persons day. In the meantime my friends I will leave you with a couple of quotes that I like.
Don't walk in front of me I may not follow; Don't walk behind me I may not lead; Walk beside me and just be my friend - author unknown
A mans friendships are one of the best measures of his worth -author unknown
Have a blessed day - J
Don't walk in front of me I may not follow; Don't walk behind me I may not lead; Walk beside me and just be my friend - author unknown
A mans friendships are one of the best measures of his worth -author unknown
Have a blessed day - J
A BIG JAX WELCOME!
I just wanted to send a big WELCOME to my newest blog writer, JAX!!!! Welcome babygirl!!!
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Raising Chefs - NBCi5
I just wanted to stop in to post an up coming event we want each of you to be on the look out for. Raising Chefs has been booked for our first major appearance this coming Saturday and Sunday @ the Dallas Convention Center. Yes Raising Chefs was booked for both days at the NBC5 Health and Fitness Expo 2008. We are so excited and if you come out make sure you stop by the kitchen booth and say hello! You may be able to try some of the tasty goodies we have planned for this event. Peace, Love and Sweet Treats!
Saturday, January 5, 2008
When God Works He Works!!!
After a long battle between those people we opened our home up to they finally saw the light and gave us our things back. It turns out they still owed on their storage bill for 2 months and instead of just coming out and saying that in the beginning. All the stalling was because they couldn't pay their bill and this didn't have to turn out the way it did. We're thankful that it's over and we are RID OF THEM!!! LIFE WILL GO ON!!!
Sunday, December 23, 2007
"The Grinch Stole Our Christmas" said Tyanna! :-(
My husband and I allowed some friends that we had only known for a little while to move it with us. They lost their home and needed a place to stay for them and their 14-year-old son, dog and 16-year-old daughter who only came every other weekend. (she lost custody and those were her visitation times) In a nutshell, it didn't work out. They didn't pay their half of the bills for a month and a half. My husband was laid off his job and filed for unemployment. No money for us was coming in so I withdrew my book from my publisher and my husband closed out his 401K so we could pay our bills, they’re half and ours. Once that ran out unemployment took forever. And when they finally started paying their half we could only come up with our half of the bills but couldn't buy food. They brought freezer full of food plus canned goods and other things, so we pretty much only had to replenish the small things like milk, eggs...etc. Needless to say we couldn't even do that some weeks.
We cleaned out our garage to make some room for some of their things. Trying to make them as comfortable as possible. They had a storage unit and told us we could store some of our things there free of charge and could get them back whenever. Well, things had been going down hill when their dog started biting all three of our kids. The baby in her face, my son on his cheek and my oldest daughter on her cheek and chin. They never said anything except the kids shouldn't be in his face which they weren't on several occasions. Things got a lot worse when they let their rental car go back and we agreed to let them borrow ours when we weren't using it. This went on for several weeks and they finally bought their car and left ours in Lewisville, Tx at the dealership about 45 minutes for where we live. My husband had it at that point and let her (Mrs. C) have it. She called her husband (Mr. C) at is job and he got off early and they packed and left.
They left us high and dry with no notice and bills due that were accumulated while they were here. So bills needed to be paid and THANK GOD the unemployment came through. We had to sign up for food stamps and Medicaid for the kiddos. Don't get me wrong, all of that is truly a blessing. I'm so trying to not need those services, as you’ve seen!!! Anyway, they will not give us back our belongings in their storage unit. Which includes our Christmas tree, lights, ornaments, our winter clothes (most of the kids, and my husbands'), family photos (our oldest daughter who past, and her birthday is coming up on the 29th), toys...etc.
It's almost 24 hours until Christmas. I made them a tree out of lights with tacks holding it up in its shape. They asked if Santa would skip over our house since we didn't have a real tree. We had to break down and tell them we were Santa and we just didn't have any money to do any Christmas. We helped our church hand out presents to kids in the park yesterday and they wanted to get in the line themselves to get a gift, but we were there to help others. The little one said "Mrs. C & Mr. C, are like the Grinch Who Stole Christmas". However, I truly believe for me this is the worse, and the best Christmas ever, because this situation has brought my little family much closer. I just really needed to vent. God Bless and Merry Christmas, God loves you! - Happy Birthday Brianna ANGEL!!!!!
We cleaned out our garage to make some room for some of their things. Trying to make them as comfortable as possible. They had a storage unit and told us we could store some of our things there free of charge and could get them back whenever. Well, things had been going down hill when their dog started biting all three of our kids. The baby in her face, my son on his cheek and my oldest daughter on her cheek and chin. They never said anything except the kids shouldn't be in his face which they weren't on several occasions. Things got a lot worse when they let their rental car go back and we agreed to let them borrow ours when we weren't using it. This went on for several weeks and they finally bought their car and left ours in Lewisville, Tx at the dealership about 45 minutes for where we live. My husband had it at that point and let her (Mrs. C) have it. She called her husband (Mr. C) at is job and he got off early and they packed and left.
They left us high and dry with no notice and bills due that were accumulated while they were here. So bills needed to be paid and THANK GOD the unemployment came through. We had to sign up for food stamps and Medicaid for the kiddos. Don't get me wrong, all of that is truly a blessing. I'm so trying to not need those services, as you’ve seen!!! Anyway, they will not give us back our belongings in their storage unit. Which includes our Christmas tree, lights, ornaments, our winter clothes (most of the kids, and my husbands'), family photos (our oldest daughter who past, and her birthday is coming up on the 29th), toys...etc.
It's almost 24 hours until Christmas. I made them a tree out of lights with tacks holding it up in its shape. They asked if Santa would skip over our house since we didn't have a real tree. We had to break down and tell them we were Santa and we just didn't have any money to do any Christmas. We helped our church hand out presents to kids in the park yesterday and they wanted to get in the line themselves to get a gift, but we were there to help others. The little one said "Mrs. C & Mr. C, are like the Grinch Who Stole Christmas". However, I truly believe for me this is the worse, and the best Christmas ever, because this situation has brought my little family much closer. I just really needed to vent. God Bless and Merry Christmas, God loves you! - Happy Birthday Brianna ANGEL!!!!!
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
Sunday, December 2, 2007
Mi Casa Su Casa
Funny how things work out... My mom is very big on taking people for their word. I have adopted this philosophy and have witnessed it first hand that you can't take everyone at their word. It really rubs me the wrong way when you say or tell a person one thing while withholding the actual truth and in the end telling them something totally different and when it's all said and done they try and turn it around to make the hold situation your fault.
GOD and I both know how things go down and it will be judged! So I know my sleep will be light and refreshing, because the truth as a funny way of revealing itself. GOD don't like ugly and this is very UGLY!!! Sleep on that!
GOD and I both know how things go down and it will be judged! So I know my sleep will be light and refreshing, because the truth as a funny way of revealing itself. GOD don't like ugly and this is very UGLY!!! Sleep on that!
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Self - Exposed
One of the reasons I wanted to keep this particular blog going was to allow you to see the real me. I wanted to be that example so that as good things happen to my family and I, there are still set-backs, ups and downs, and every now and then depression comes knocking at the door. Most times it's ignored but some times the door is left cracked and it gets in.
This weekend I truly had a very surprising wake-up call. I really do focus a lot on how people see me and what that ultimately think of me and what I'm trying to do with me life. Last night my mom and I had girls night at her house (just the two of us) and while I was in the bathroom I looked in the mirror and was very disgusted at how I've let go of myself.
I'll be promoting my book soon nationally and I'm not sure if I'm at all ready for the limelight. My face use to be clear and now I have black spots all over the chin area. My teeth could use a cleaning and whitening, and I've totally neglected my hair. I told my husband that a lot of why my appearance isn't up to par is mainly because I've redirected my depression and that's been the result. There are so many other things going on and sometimes I feel as if I have no one to turn to. I know "this too shall pass" and this is advice I give others who are feeling down about things. I just needed to vent and get it out so it won't be buried.
This weekend I truly had a very surprising wake-up call. I really do focus a lot on how people see me and what that ultimately think of me and what I'm trying to do with me life. Last night my mom and I had girls night at her house (just the two of us) and while I was in the bathroom I looked in the mirror and was very disgusted at how I've let go of myself.
I'll be promoting my book soon nationally and I'm not sure if I'm at all ready for the limelight. My face use to be clear and now I have black spots all over the chin area. My teeth could use a cleaning and whitening, and I've totally neglected my hair. I told my husband that a lot of why my appearance isn't up to par is mainly because I've redirected my depression and that's been the result. There are so many other things going on and sometimes I feel as if I have no one to turn to. I know "this too shall pass" and this is advice I give others who are feeling down about things. I just needed to vent and get it out so it won't be buried.
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